The other day I noticed I hadn’t had an entry on my blog for about 3 months. I just hadn’t felt the urge or the inspiration to write anything, so rather than force it, I let it sit. I made an agreement with myself that unless I felt the desire or the excitement to write, I’ll just leave it alone and know that a day will come when the push comes back.
This morning during meditation I had the thought to write again. And it was about why I had taken a break.
I realized it was because I was doubting myself. I thought, who am I to think I can give people insights on how to live better lives? I’m certainly not perfect. I’m learning as I go. Or worse yet – what if people think I’m strange? (well it’s maybe too late for that. ha) These self-doubting and self-sabotaging thoughts were clearly my ego whispering in my ear.
But over the last 3 months I’ve also had some big insights. The main and most mind opening one being continually shown that there is no “out there”. There is no solid world that we’re looking at and walking around in. If you read my previous posts, you know I’m into quantum physics and metaphysical studies. Science now proves that the “out there” world we “see” is really just a reflection of the thoughts in our mind. It’s moldable. It’s changing as we change. Amazing stuff to read – and mind blowing to really let it sink in over time – which I have done.
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